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Half​-​Life EP

by Berry

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1.
Purple winter, coming home, long longing, falling alone. After your brother, coming home, flies follow the smell of his bones. Only sky- scrapers can grow here. Hide from my friends playing hide and seek. Purple winter, coming home, long longing, falling alone. After your sister, coming home, flies follow the smell of her bones Creaky floors, annoying neighbors. Can’t sleep, a river never resting. Purple winter, coming home, long longing, falling alone. Cities wear, repair the bridges. Don’t speak, straining conversations seen
2.
All went still. Dandelion, halo seeds dot the lawn like prayer beads. When the sun goes down, half moon hangs above the Arch. Mississippi floods the park. Mind is a mess. Will I ever possess, again, the joy of rest? Again, she tugs on comforters and sheets. A formless heap in the dark. To keep her roots warm, mulch and soil to fuck her in, I am cold clay again. Down the hall, Shadows march the windowsill – grey plant pot parade. By candle flame, the wick frays and curls into a question mark: “Are you OK?” Attention walks away. The couch beckoning. I dream us a sunrise walk. By Silver Creek flies a flock up from the trees. And like leaves, these branches start falling so dangerous. We bolt toward a clearing in the woods. Tangle of roots catches my foot. I fall to the ground. Mulch and soil to tuck me in, I am cold clay again. And all went still. Shadows march the windowsill – grey plant pot parade. By candle flame, the wick frays and curls into a question mark: “Are you OK?” Attention walks away. All went still. Dandelion, halo seeds dot the lawn like necklace beads. Sun goes down. Fall into this dream. Trees drop all their dying branches on me.
3.
First mate. Second mate. Third mate. Captain. Helmsman. Lookout. Harbor pilot. Able Seamen. We were otters crawling back to the dock after vodka, after pizza, then one more round before we embark. Did we consult the latest maps, the almanac? The Columbia Glacier breaks up right around Good Friday each year. He heard that siren go off and grabbed a bottle. Highball double on the rocks — infinite trouble! Odysseus. Jesus. Ahab. Captain. We were sailors marching back to our bunks after soundings, after measures, then one more round. We make triple checks When we wake up, the crucifix, the savior’s death. All the fishermen at Bligh Island should be far behind us — oh shit! He stumbled to the cabin, grabbed the radio, and with a sheepish grin, called the Coast Guard: “We’ve fetched up hard, run aground. Evidently, we’re leaking oil. We will be here awhile.” Otter. Salmon. Mollusk. Orca. Sea Lion. Mussel. Captain. Porpoise. Halibut. Herring. Oh, Captain. (Infinite trouble.) Vodka. Pizza. More vodka. Bald eagle in oil.
4.
Shadows pouring, room consumed, gloomy blades. Drum beatdown. Housewife exhausted with sharpened stakes set to quell. Oh, beat down drum. Body blessed with scabs and these callused stumps for wings. Woodsman’s ax hackt. Thee almond tree swung free. Tense and agile hands, massive, ancient eyes look plaintive. Green and greasy blood flow forth from rough and tangled hair. (Should we burn to soot or place under foot?) Shiny armor held us still here. Split chest, skin cries, dry leaves. Rough and tangled hair, shiny armor held us still here. Biting ticks on fish-like scale hide (Should we burn to soot or place under foot?) Tense and agile hands, massive, ancient eyes look plaintive Shadows pouring, room consumes gloomy blades. Downbeat drum for the death of birds. For increased heat summer. oh, beat drum down! For this sacrifice and for these mangled wings. For our comfort, our peace, must we fade flags. Shadows pouring, consumed rooms sapped of light. Poor pores pouring, darkness keeps peace
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Half-Life 05:04
I’m not well designed. God should’ve used a plumb line or made me notes in a songbird’s song. I’d look better re-drafted, redrawn. Subtract the wine from the communion table. Or calculate creation dates, debate free will and predestination. Even the kaleidoscope dividing, just like the church, it divides itself and divides itself again. Light reorganized along the shower curtain then turns to stained glass. I’m not well designed. God should’ve used a plumb line or made me notes in a songbird’s song. I’d look better re-drafted, redrawn. Subtract the whiskey from the water bottle to calculate the half-life of this hangover. I’m so hungover! Even the kaleidoscope dividing, just like the United States, it divides itself and divides itself again. Light reorganized along the shower curtain then turns to stained glass I’m not well designed. God should’ve used a plumb line or made me notes in a songbird’s song. I’d look better re-drafted, redrawn. Babies can’t stand. Babies just fall. We left Jesus sleeping on a cross on the wall. He runs to his mother. He runs to his father. Angels wait till morning then they’ll rise up together. It’s Christmas day. He heard the call. But God, can he forgive these churches in shopping malls. He runs to his mom. He runs to his dad. Angels wait till morning then they’ll rise up like satellites. Babe, we’ve gone blind with eyes that are blistered. We gave everything we had but everyone missed it. Maybe he’ll run, he’ll run to his mother. Maybe he’ll sit and pray with his father. Angels don’t bother, you can wait to wake him, so everyone here can make it to heaven. I’m not well designed. God should’ve used a plumb line or made me notes in a songbird’s song. I’d look better re-drafted, redrawn.
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Reprise 03:41

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released March 22, 2024

Music by Berry
Engineered mixed, and mastered by Joey Lemon

Berry is Matt Aufrecht, Shane Bordeau, Paul Goodenough, and Joey Lemon.

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